Choices
Morning greets with
Joyful anticipation
When life was Simpler
One choice
choose
One
Sweater,
Just one
Which one?
Crouch
Looking into
That drawer
Sunshine spills
Illuminating its contents
Pluck
One sweater
Plenty
Of time
Having arose early
I think of
Friends I’ll see
And smile
I want to look my
Best
This first day
Oh no, lots of time has passed
Anxiety builds
Calm myself
force myself
To choose
Just one
Only One
A Special
One
From this
Low drawer contents
Neat pile
black- too dismal
charcoal gray, light grey
Maybe charcoal
I like charcoal
Reminds of sketching
Still
Too somber
Hmm
Then
Forest green
Beckons
Darn!
Now I’m running late
jump up
Crap!
Hurry up!
Grab curlers
Those Clairol
Orange and green
Heat on counter
Scoot into shower
No makeup
just tame those frizzies
Will mom drive-
yes!
Still late
Don’t know my new homeroom
pop into
Any classroom
Gee, room full of youngsters
Mentally challenged
I’m Enthralled by
gentle
Teacher
Woman with glowing brown skin
Even in my dream
I wonder why?
Why is it pertinent
A Woman
And Of color?
Sitting there I am still in my curlers
Hoping no reprimand
For violating
School rules
A boy smiles
At me
I smile back
He glows
Teacher smiles
At me
Lesson ends
As I walk by her lectern
She looks down
fetches
pink spongy curlers
Clasps them into
Her hair!
Says
My action
Breaking the rules
Encouraged her to also
We exchange smiles
Partners
Women
in solidarity-
I made two choices
That day
Copyright 2024 Lynne Grossman
Lynne Grossman is an artist and writer who strongly believes in using the arts for healing and social justice. She has published nonfiction, poetry, and flash fiction in the anthologies: The Light Between Us-True Stories of Healing Through Creative Expression, Poems of the Super Moon, and Flash! Short Short Stories by Pen Women (The Pen Women Press). Her essay and other poems have been published on websites such as Split this Rock Organization’s blog: “Blog this Rock” for the theme Poems of Resistance, Power, and Resilience. Lynne has given many poetry readings including as an introduction to the special evening of poetry led by then Poet Laureate of Virginia Sofia M. Starnes. Lynne was an invited reader for “The Celebration of African-American Poets of Washington, D.C”. She is a retired Speech-Language Pathologist and Hearing Therapist. Lynne holds degrees from The University of Virginia: B.S. Speech-Language Pathology, M.Ed. (Concentration: Audiology).
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