Carl Stilwell

BLACK FRIDAY

They say it’s darkest before dawn
but it don’t seem that way
Mama sits at table but this time
without coffee and cigarette
I don’t hear her
coughing or wheezing
It’s clear she’s gettin’ better
I call the undertaker
and cancel her funeral
It’s lighter now but still dark
Saturday after Black Friday--
the one following Thanksgiving
not the good one before Easter
I got some letters to mail
but before I do, I hug her
for the longest time
Death has given me back
my mama and I can’t
let go

Copyright 2024 Carl Stilwell

Carl Stilwell (aka CaLoki) was born during the depression in Oklahoma and came to California in 1959 and has lived here ever since. He is a retired teacher who taught for over 30 years in the
Los Angeles Unified school District and has published poems in Altadena Poetry
Review, Blue Collar Review, Four Feather’s Press, Lummox, Pearl, Prism, Revolutionary
Poets Brigade–Los Angeles, Rise Up, Sequoyah Cherokee River Jornal, The Sparring
Artists.

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